being down the mighty grain post-feelings things has been looking up. projects are piling high and i'm learning new skills along the way.

has anything bothered you in your life that is a nagging feeling within the midst of your chest where you feel ill or mightily depressed because of something that had happened? - or rather something that didn't happened. and when something happens, no matter how small it turns the spinning bread where everything seems fine. just like a snap of the fingers. amazing how moods can change within seconds of our eternal life. we choose to feel what we feel, but occasionally we can't because we're so affected with everything around us.

life is tough, but we try to continue to survive because in life we can't just stay dead all the time.

somethings are just easier said then done